#32: Are We Truly Abandoned to God?

What does that even mean?

A confession is in order. I believe for the most part that I am abandoned to God. I don’t want to say “for the most part.” I have to, however, to keep any semblance of truth. My actions prove otherwise.
Just when I think I am ‘in a groove,’ The wrong person says the wrong thing… The worst situation happens at the worst possible time… The unthinkable is thought by someone about me… and actually said out loud!
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